Never have I ever.

Never have I ever not wanted to smash someone's head in for sniffling.
Never have I ever thought or dreamt about my wedding.
Never have I ever not wanted to be famous.
Never have I ever ridden a bicycle.
Never have I ever read all of the books on my shelves.
Never have I ever truly realized how fortunate I am.
Never have I ever followed through on my major desires.
Never have I ever considered beer my drink of choice.
Never have I ever I wanted to die for something because I care for it so much.
Never have I ever had a full time job.
Never have I ever considered myself to be physically beautiful.
Never have I ever done drugs.
Never have I ever understood why I torture myself with desires and not do anything about it.
Never have I ever caused an avalanche.
Never have I ever written anything I have been completely satisfied with.
Never have I ever read my work in a public forum after the age of 14.
Never have I ever not wished I hated food.
Never have I ever not loved my family.
Well, maybe Kevin.
Never have I ever not thought something was wrong with me.
Never have I ever been brave enough to be committed to step into a new frontier without the aid or approval of my family.
Never have I ever wanted to cry more after writing this.

Hej hej,

Any.