5 March, 2011.

I am frustrated. And tired. More frustrated then tired. Tired from the lack of fruit. And frozen vegetable diet.

But frustrated with me having the burden of being

black-sheathed.

I am the 4th wheel

And this is why

I should end it all

and have a life in ones

not pairs

not triples

not quadruples

not quintuples

not sextuples

not, etc.

because no matter how nice I live to others

I will always be shielded in black.

This explains my permanent scowl

my quick anger

my nightly wetwinks

The American Dream is a myth to the black-sheathed. Working hard will not pay off for me

because

no matter how hard I try

I will always be shielded in black.

Hej hej,

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