The trick is to keep breathing

when the day looks so deceiving.

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Any: Man repeller.

So I've thought very hard

and realized,

the man repeller that I am,

will never fill the desires for love

most feel everyday.

The dwelling over this decision almost makes it seem like I need it

more

than I will ever want to believe.

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The Pains of a Loving Heart

And here I sit

I hear here

how in love this girl is

with this boy

who loves her back

so much

and his denial

is

-killing-

her

beat red face that

can't tear up

her bottled feelings

and I know

they are afraid

of the future

and the future

holds uncertainty

and they are stubborn

because

it may just be a

'phase'

but

I

know

from what I hear

here

it can't be

phasey

and

I hope

the best

for them

and I

am content with being

forever

alone

to avoid

ever feeling

The Pains of a Loving Heart

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Windy tears.

I cry everyday, void of all thought, feeling and emotion.

I used to write it off as my eyes watering in the cold wind

until I realized it was reality

consistently

slapping me in the face.

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Fuck off, November.

I am ready for December

and the sun

and sand

and warmth

and sunburns

and bathing suits

and palm trees

and driving in cars

and air conditioning

and fast food

and smog

and dreaming

not buses

not snow

not walking

not cocoa

not working

not coats

not scarves

not scratching

not chicken

not pie

not heaters

not worrying

Be gone.

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Happy birthday.

To.



Me.


Good bye nine
teen


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Hej hej,

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